insaneme

no more no more will  I  take I  am  making  the stand I will not allow you to walk on me the white flag is gone the black one is waving be prepared I tell you the war is here the cannons will fire the flames will ignite you will see you will pay no more the pain will die dwindle to nothing black flag waving   I will charge forward to the field blood stain tears as the fear is omitted you no longer empower me the demon is dead the skin is fresh I can start anew listen closely you can hear the marching vision only provides the black flag waving

it does hurt so bad you knew what happned all i wanted was a little affection I just needed to feel your touch I just needed you to hold me close a simple guesture to let me know you cared thats all I needed but you couldnt do that for me you left me in the cold in this dark sorrow you let me drown you let me suffer maybe i over analyze and this isnt an issue but its times like this that let me know you really dont care i'm not important to you no matter how much I wish i would be your actions shine through and i am left in my dark sorrow

lost out of control head is spinning vision is distorted things area not as they seem heart beating faster anxiety level rising palms are sweaty eyes are closing dreams are vivid thoughts are hate ridden demons thrive on the body devouring soul slipping away walls closing in the dark tunnel the air is cold darkness overcomes thoughts are no longer nothing exists peace is granted

how you must enjoy this no strings attached right? All night long you get what you want you take what you need What do I get in return? nothing nothing is what I have nothing is what you  give me I thought you cared I thought you wanted me for you but you dont you dont want me you dont need me i believed you but now you tell me different sadly i must believe you again your just not interested i thought i was worth it i guess im not worth anything i hope you know how terrible you make me feel how sick you make me through it all i have been there for you i have helped you i have cared for you i have cried for you but t

As the waves wash opon the shore I catch a glimpse of your being on the horizion Although i want it to be you, i know it is not For you are gone, taken out to sea to follow your destiny I shed a single tear for you but no more than that for I can not let myself go or I will die of heartbreak I will instead continue my lone existance and catch a glimpse of you on the horizion

pain and suffering this you claim i gave you heartache and grief this you claim i caused you little do you realize what you have done to me you have bruised and torn me terrorized and hated me yet you tell me you love me how can this be how can a love so strong kill the very person they love ruin the soul and blacken the heart you tell me you love me but in reality you hate me if this is your love than may satan worship you

why do you do this to me you make me feel death my blood runs thin begins to whither to nothing my soul is leaving me my body is left to crumble crushed by your anger my pale and lifeless body flesh eaten my heart has been devoured i will get you someday you wont see it coming I'll come back for you you will die an evil death one far worse than me you will suffer my pain you will feel anguish as my last request I will demolish you

Sitting there in front of me going about your day to day things I can see you in my head your so close, I reach out to touch you but its only a dream I open my eyes your laying there next to me I give you a kiss, and whisper soft words in your ear I can't believe its finally come true you and me together my dream is reality you open your eyes and smile back at me you pull me close and hold me tight tell me that your never going to let me go we know in our hearts we are meant to be together I'll always be there for you through the up's and down's you and me in reality

I wrote this one a couple of days ago...

I wrote this a while back... Comments definitly welcome... :)